This is the judgment, that the light has come into the world, and people loved darkness rather than light because their deeds were evil.
Adam disobeyed God and tried to own for
himself the knowledge of good and evil and was kicked out of earthly
paradise. God sends his very own son to teach us true good and evil and to
lead us to the heavenly paradise and we reject him and murder him.
"We played the flute for you, and you did not dance; we wailed, and you did not
mourn." (Matthew 11.17)
The light has come into the world and we chose to remain in darkness so we can
continue to do evil; so that we avoid the pain of remorse, the sting of a guilty
conscience. This then is the judgment. A deeper, more subtle
judgment than Matthew 25.31-36 where we are told "you did this, you didn't do
that." Before that judgment even arrives, "those who do not believe are
condemned already" (John 3.18) because they refuse to believe in Christ the
Light.
The light has come into the world but we prefer the world. We prefer
distractions, amusements, pleasures and riches. We want to hear nothing
about the narrow and difficult way back to paradise so accustomed have we become
to our habitual state of sinning in the darkness. Even the good have
deceived themselves into thinking they can love the world and Christ both (even
though he declared the two "enemies") by floating a thought or two of Christ
toward heaven, perhaps a prayer or good deed on occasion. They think "God
loves me and it will be well with me at the end." These people were
prophesied by Christ when he said "in some, thorns will choke and kill their
produce," those thorns being the "cares and riches and pleasures of life." (Luke
8.14)
The light has come into the world and it sits untouched on the bookshelves of
all the world's bookstores. It sits, lost and forgotten, in the trunks of
people's homes. It sits, enshrined but dusty, like some curious ancient
relic in the homes of the nominal Christians. The Word longs to take over
our lives, to heal our sins and illuminate our hearts and minds, to be the one
true love of our interior life. "To become a spring in us gushing up to
eternal life." (John 4.14)
"The one who rejects me and does not receive my word has a judge; on the last
day the word that I have spoken will serve as judge." (John 12.48)